i've gotten over them

well okay.im just happy that things are kinda fine with me.it has just been ME who's always thinking too deeply into somethings that makes me cry in the end.man,those tears are useless.i've had enough of crying.so its HAPPY TIME(:
i got to know that my name's written on the paper for who's playing in the coming carnival.and man,im DEAD happy(: but it's still not so confirmed yet.there might be changes.but please just dont delete my name out of the paper): hehh.i'll start CRYING.hehh.RIGHT.no la.i'll just face the fact that im not good enough to play for crescent.and that SO means that im supposed to train much much more harder.yeahh(: i shant give up.oh.and IF i can get into the team, they say that i might most probably play centre half.hehh(: but well,i think im already enjoying that position(: if not that,i'll play centre defense.hehh(: oh.but that position,you must really know how to hit(: and man.i've improved on my hitting.yeah(: i love hitting now.and i suck in sweeping): sigh.nvm.i still have some time to improve on my basics.

oh.my fonts are green((: hehh.im just trying to tell myself not to write negative things.and yeah.i think i've already succeeded(: well,at least i think i wrote MORE positive things than the negative shits right(: hhehhheeh.

okay okay.i'm crapping like UGH already.


thankew so much to those who have tried cheering me up(:
especially kak seri, fatin and fareed.oh.and also ernie.haha.that chiobu.
thanks so much for helping me up when im down(: